Raya

My raya was F-U-N.I had a blast both of my dad and mom's family.Both of my parent family is in Alor star,Kedah.I enjoyed it very much.Its good to see all my cousins.Man they're getting big and grown up. Wait,so am I.Ha ha,the oldest cousin from mum's side is 26 years old.I'm waiting for him to get married.Its funny looking at him,he's 26 years old but he's still the same,childish but the good kind of childish.we were talking about buying the whole set of guitar hero for PS3 and Xbox360 so next year we can ROCK ON!.I can invite my grandfather to play along.he's cool. hehe,

First day of raya.We had a BBQ at night.We ate and ate and ate.we talked we laughed.Man,i miss it now.We took many pictures from my SLR.I think there's 500 pictures.We main bunga api and mercun.there was 3 frogs outside the house,.i dont wanna talk about it. ;p I head back to my cousin house,he showed me a picture of us when i was 10 years old.we called it 'Gambar 2003'.I AM SO EMBARRASS.I look weird like really weird and not in a million years i will post it here.Ha ha,from now we call it gambar 2003.i laughed so hard,we all look very different.In the picture we look very stiff so my cousin joked that as we got older the camera kinda like us now.HA HA,its true.Now,I'll try to savour all the moment because everybody is getting older.Second day of raya,we visit my moyang house and all my relatives.Head back home order a pizza and KFC.Eating with all my relatives is just so satisfying.I can't wait for next year, :D

Last Day

Today was the last day of school.not technically the last.Just a break for Hari raya.A week off.Wohooo,shit i'm so scared for final exam.i didn't even touch a book or even read anything.I better start early.Today ,school was fun even though few people came but its alright.Naa and Illiya were there.We recorded a lot of videos.since i'm to shy to shared it all with you people.I will upload one video.I know Naa,its probably excited right now.HAHA.I dont have any homework which is awesome.The best thing about today was probably all my teachers wished everyone Hari Raya.I was kinda moved when the teachers asked to forgive them if they did anything wrong.I was like 'we should as for your forgiveness' it was a sweet moment.It made me think how time has past.Time flies so fast that i was kinda overwhelmed.I'm going to 16 next month.feels just like yesterday i was a little kid.not to mention,people often mistake me as a college student especially my aunt.No wayyy,i'm still in high school.

Haha,but the good thing being a tall is i get on the adult rides in a theme parks and not to mention i can watch movies which is not PG-13 in the cinemas.I don't need to wear heels although their so pretty.I can wear them is just i choose not to.maybe when I'm more older.When the last school bell rang,it was the best feeling but it was interrupted with a bunch of 'mercun' sound.haha,I hugged Hanis on my home and promised that i will call her.Hehe,I hugged Illiya and them Naa followed by Raja.I love you guys :)

Zana zana.HAHAH

OH.MY.GODS. :D

Ouch that hurts

I finally trying to move on.I hope i can do it.I knew it eventually this will happen.I'm the one getting hurt.its my fault for getting into it.my own stupid fault.I'm the one suffering and he doesn't feel a thing.he's probably lying a couch eating chips and enjoying himself.Wonderful,right? this is why i think life isn't fair.i know is never fair but but have some sympathy for people like me.if there is anyone feeling the same way as me.i really hope there is so that I'm not alone.I'll try not to say his name or even look at him.i know its hard but i think i can do it.i need my BESTFRIEND.BADLY.Leeyaa.I need to let this out.

"Why do we ignore the people who adore us & adore the people who ignore us?"

-one of my fave quotes.

I agree 100%.we usually adore the people who never noticed us.never even looked us but still we keep trying but eventually we will give up because he/she is not worth the pain.we keep trying but we're always the one who gets hurt.ALWAYS. as for We ignore the people who adore us,its simple explanation.its out our league.we can't know what the others are feeling.what they're thinking when they see us but i guess we can try to look closely-carefully so we don't hurt them.trying not be the the ignorant one.I hope I'm not like that.I'm still waiting.not for him.just waiting,

I'm fine,i think

Naa,Me and Leya

Last night, was a fun day even though its a school day i had so much fun with Leya and Naa.We took some pictures together and we even record a video. stupid video i might add.ha ha,i was so bored.I always can count on Leya.We share the same interest together.I love converse she loves converse.I love watching nur kasih she love watching nur kasih.haha.Last Thursday night,I was feeling down and I decided to call her.Video call is probably the best.I told her about everything.I was kinda sad because I'll never have a chance with this someone so yeah she did cheer me up a bit.I ate a lot of ice cream with strawberries and chocolate syrup.Yummy,it made all my worries go away.


I watched whose line is it anyway which always cheer me up.I had a bucket of laugh and I decided to try get over this crush as soon as possible because no matter i'm gonna get hurt.eventually.to tell you the truth,i already did so that's why i called Leya.I never once went out with Leya and Naa.Probably after Raya.*Excited* Leya went to her Piano class yesterday and I was at tuition at that time.She MMS me a picture of Twilight Music Score Piano Sheet.I was like 'No wayyyyy'. Ha ha,can you believe 2 more weeks then Raya? I'm super duper excitedddddddd.I can't wait because this year my cousin plan to have BBQ.Kedah is the best kampung ever.I love the sawah padi.very calming.I can imagine my cousin riding the scooter and I'm sitting behind her.I'm listening to Sigur Ros.I really can't wait.

I'm okay

Hello there,

Today was a veryyy tired day.TIRED.haha,i had to bold it.I went to Low yat with dad and my brother.My brother wanted to buy a desctop,he said when I can play sims now.no more slow.heee,excited but i think i can only play when he comes home.oh well.Man,there are so many people at Low Yat.so crowded.I spotted a few good looking guys but nothing compared to Kris Allen.I went to a converse shop and i saw this one beautiful converse shoes.i wanted to cry because its so pretty.its the one that i'm searching for.the colour sky blue.I didnt buy it because I spend a lot of money already.Maybe next week i could try begging my dad or mom.i managed to buy one rolling stones t shirt and a pair of rayban glasses.I saw this dude drinking a pepsi and i was 'please,dont.' Haha,tons and tons of homework i didnt even do anything.I'm so lazy,haih.I better get started.History notes,composition,bm composition,math and add math.-_- why.....why.....

M.Davis No 1. haha :)

Whoaaaa

*Sorry for not updating.man,its been a long time.30 minutes more until berbuka.I can't wait.Mum cooked my favourite lauk 'Ayam Masak Kicap with patatoes' :D Brother went to Bazaar just now and bought Ikan Pari.My favouriteeeee.*

Here's the thing,

I have this crush on someone.He doesnt know.He'll never know And its killing me.day by day its killing me.I dont think i can't handle it anymore but when i see his face.Everything is just back to normal.I dont know him,he doesnt know me.its sad fact though.I wish i knew him,i wish i could talk to him even Hi or hey.Thats good enough for me rather than nothing.I used to have crush on him but suddenly it got weird.if he isnt there,i'm worried.I think i'm falling for him and he doesnt have a clue.He has a lot of admirer or so I've been told.No surprise there.I hope these feelings would go away someday.I dont want to get hurt in the end.HELP ME

I am so frigging bored.Haha

100 truths (yeah right)

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: coke
2. Last phone call: Qeyla
3. Last text message: Daddy
4. Last song you listened to: Paint in black-the stones
5. Last time you cried: today,i cried watching marley and me again;

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: No
7. Been cheated on:
8. Kissed someone & regretted it:nahhh,
9. Lost someone special: thankfully no
10. Been depressed: oh yes.why oh why?
11. Been drunk and threw up: never been drunk. :)

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Gray
13. Red
14. Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yes
16. Fallen out of love: no :)
17. Laughed until you cried: too many time
18. Met someone who changed you: not yet.i think
19. Found out who your true friends were: they are still same.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: i hope its my.... :]
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: yes
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: many
23. How many kids do you want to have : i'm not sure yet
24. Do you have any pets: none.i'm not s good pet owner
25. Do you want to change your name: hell no.my name is what makes me famous.Haha, x)
26. What did you do for your last birthday: ate with family
27. What time did you wake up today:12.oopm
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching everybody loves raymond

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : NEW MOON! HARRY POTTER! TRANSFORMER! My soon iphone.x) Up!

30. Last time you saw your Mother: just now
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:
32. What are you listening to right now: Sublime-what i got
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: tom? you mean tom myspace? haha
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: wanting this one book. ugh
35. Most visited web site: YouTube
36. Whats your real name: Nur Afifah Bt Mohd Zubir
37. Nicknames: fifah.fifah cullen,rob,roberto xD
38. Relationship Status:
39. Zodiac sign: libra
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Elementary?: yes
42. Middle School?: yeah.
43. High school/college?: yes, in high school. soon college
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: short
46. Height: 167cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: oh yes.i wish he knew
48: What do you like about yourself?: my hair.
49. Piercings: ears
50. Tattoos: nope
51. Righty or lefty: righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: my feet when i was little
53. First piercing: ears
54. First best friend: Ummi
55. First sport you joined: Running
56. First vacation: PD
58. First pair of trainers:i dont know.nike maybe?

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: -
60. Drinking : thirsty
61. I'm about to: read
62. Listening to: you picked me-a fine frenzy
63. Waiting on: this person

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Yes,
65. Get Married?: yes.
66. Career?: yes

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes,dazzling pair of eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: taller.
70. Older or Younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both please
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach x)
73. Sensitive or loud:hmm,both
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: depends

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no.
77. Drank hard liquor: never
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yes
79. Sex on first date: erk,no.
80. Broken someone's heart: i hope nt
82. Been arrested:nope
83. Turned someone down: yes
84. Cried when someone died: yes.
85. Fallen for a friend?:yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: sometimes
87. Miracles: sometimes.
88. Love at first sight: not sure
89. Heaven: Yes.
90. Santa Claus: nope
91. Kiss on the first date: nope.
92. Angels: Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nope
95. Did you sing today?: yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: kindergarden days.i miss my old childhood friends
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: i can't decide
99.are you afraid of falling in love?: to tell you the truth,yes
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: okay