Change

Basically,I'm starting to post a gif everytime there's a new entry.I mean,come on gif's are awesome.I completely agree with the quote.It's so hard to adapt yourself to a new situation or a new environment,it takes time and that's why it's hard.Since I'm going to University in 2 days,I'm just so nervous because I'm not used to the environment.Although,I know it's part of growing up.It's time to climb your way out of the comfort zone.Everybody goes through this,it just taking that one step is so difficult.The main reason why it's so hard for me to leave is because I'm very close to family.I mean really close so I guess it's hard for me to be so far away from them.Okay,not that far away.Hehe, ;p you know what I mean.Other that,being away from my close friends.It's hard but I'm positive that i'll get through this.I'll try to blog about my experience so I can share with you guys! :)

University

After High School,it just becomes life.Never ever a truer words been spoken.I never thought Diary Of A Wimpy Kid movie could be so deep.From the title,you can guess what I'm going to talk about.I've got an offer to Matrics in Terengganu and Uitm,Negeri Sembilan.It's hard to make the decision whether to choose those two or IPTS.I've talked with my mum and dad,I want to go to UITM Negeri Sembilan.The main reason is that I want to learn to be independent and try something different.Some of my friends,they decided to IPTS where is very near to their houses,so they can go to their lectures and then late at night they will come back home.My course is Diploma in Business Study.I've never been a fan in Medical courses or any other related to that.That's why I choose courses related to Economy because I know I can do well in that subject.I've also discuss with my parents that I will do the diploma for 3 years in IPTA then continue my degree in IPTS.It's a win-win situation basically. Haha,the thing that I'm worried is that if i have any class on 14th July.You know why it's because

HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS COMES OUT.I HAVE TO SEE IT.I HAVE TO.I DON'T CARE.I'LL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES. ;D

Driving license

Guess what? I'll be taking my driving license this Monday.Well,actually not yet.I just have to sit for five hours listening to some person talking about how to drive a car.After that is done,I have to take a computer test which I'm very very nervous and excited at the same time.The thing that I'm confused is that all my friends are not taking their license.I mean,they have to do it quickly because the longer they wait,the longer the process it is going to take.I mean,this particular time is very peak because most seventeen years old have nothing to do rather than wait for their results.Since I'm going there without someone I know,I guess I'll have to make some new friends.Well,wish me luck.

Paper thin

Hello readers,

Unfortunately,I didn't do anything interesting or worth mentioning for.Just the typical sleeping-late-at-night-doing-stuff-then-woke-up-around-1-o'clock.Yeah,you know that kind of thing.I'm actually more excited about tomorrow.I'm going out with my dad and my brother.Apparently,the XBOX360 needs to be update so I'm just tagging along.Besides that,I'm actually planning do a bit of shopping.Who doesn't love shopping?.

If you're asking 'Did I finish my exam?' Actually,no.I have one more paper to go on the 20th but hey it's only one paper.I could have a bit of fun now.Oh oh,one more thing.Inception Blu ray comes out a few days ago and I'm like so freakingggg exciteddd.The sad thing about it,I'll probably get the blu-ray next week which kinda sucks.Oh well,what's life without a few sacrifices.The amazing thing about it,I still remember seeing Inception in theater not to long ago and 'Puff" here comes the blu ray.What I mean is time flies so fast.Too fast in my opinion.One minute,you're in school then you're not anymore.Sometimes,you kinda wish you could relive the past.But you can't.The past is definitely a tricky thing.It's great to relieve it but you can't ponder about it too much.On the other hand,since I'm done with school.

Things that I'm looking forward

• Going on vacation with my family and maybe do a bit vlogging
• Going out with my friends and releasing all the stress
• Bake cupcakes and cookies
• Reading books and books and more books
• Rereading the Harry Potter series
• Go jogging/exercise.(kinda impossible but I'll try ;p )

There's more,I'll think about it later.If you have any suggestion,feel free. :) Have a good day.

Further Away

Hey guys,I've been feeling a bit of left out from this particular person.Don't you just hate the feeling?.Being left out,I mean.Sometimes,I feel like I wanna cry but I just couldn't.I'm very sensitive.I know that.I get emotional by the simplest thing.I don't want elaborate more because well I don't want the person to be offended.It feels like I'm losing something or someone.I have this urge to know but I just can't puck up the courage to ask.Maybe I'm just overeacting.

Maybe this thing is just for awhile.I hope you're right Hermione.Heh.I don't want to make the problem bigger than it already is.I guess,I'm just not that type of person.Everyone knows that you can't be liked by everybody,that's just nearly impossible.I'm really trying to be a better person and I just hope that people would see that.Sorry for making you read this rant.I just had to let it out.

Commercials

According to Wikipedia,commercial is a span of television programming produced and paid for by an organization that conveys a message.As you may have noticed,commercials these days are rather flat,nonsense or just ridiculous.Not all of them,some of them are really good.The good ones stands out because of the message or even the music that used in the commercials .Music plays a important role on attracting the people.

The best commercial for the moment for me has got to be this.If you haven't seen it,watch it now.The Samsung 3D LED TV.The duration is only 1.11 minutes but it feels so magical.You kinda wish it was real and wish you were there.I think I talked about the Samsung 3D TV on the previous post.I can't remember what month it was.My dad is really excited about that TV .I would be so happy if he bought it.Well,let's just hope it comes true.Mom always gives a thumbs up for any new gadgets so I think it may just happen.Ha ha.

About the commercial,I first saw this commercial at the cinema.It was full length exactly like this one.I remember I felt such joy and happiness just bursting outside of me.From the moment,they set up the TV.People just walking through the street and glancing up above the blue sky.Just wondering what were they doing setting up the TV.Suddenly,you see a cat looking at the fish bowl.It looks so real,it is just amazing.Then,you have the monkey hanging up on tree.The popcorn just popping through the wall as if anything is possible in this life.The guy face expression when he sees what is actually happening in front of him.The whale swimming in the ocean looks like it was swimming in the lake.The butterflies flying freely hovering over the little kid.And the best of all,the waterfall.That was probably the climax.Ha ha,it was nice to see all the people gathering and trying to take a peek.Not to mention,the music that is playing through the commercial.It fits perfectly.I love discovering new music score.From movies soundtrack to commercials.Yeah,I think that commercial always brings a smile on my face. :)

I'm gonna miss you

I need to remember this,

How time flies so fast.4 more days to go then SCHOOL!.Don't get me wrong,I love school.well sometimes.It just I'm not ready just yet.2 months of school vacation is just never enough.2009 has been a great year but also a pain in the ass.2009 has been the year the most celebrity deaths ever.Michael Jackson,Patrick Swayze,Farrah Fawcett,Brittany Murphy and the most recent Jimmy Sullivan(Drummer from Avenged Sevenfold).I'm gonna miss 2009.I really do.I hope 2010 is gonna be a great year.SPM here I come.The most important examination.I can't shit this up.There's so many great movies for 2010.TV shows especially glee and true blood.I really hope I can control my temptation.

Pavillion

Today was fun.I woke up around 7.30am.Ate breakfast and took a shower.We watched 2012 and I gotta say its pretty fucking intense.I think its because we were watching it together and we were both excited.We queued to buy the ticket and the guy who handle the ticket is pretty cool.Thank you stranger.Ha ha,the movie is so long man.2 hours and 40 minutes. :o I KNOW,right? It was worth it because I had a blast watching it with my peeps.After watching the movie,around 3.oo o'clock.We went to the food court because Danny wanted to meet his friends.Some of them I recognise.Leya bought a slice of cake to celebrate my birthday and Danny's birthday too.Then,we jalan-jalan.ha ha,we went to chameleon and I bought them rings.on the house.We have the same rings.Comel kannn?.Zana couldn't decide to buy which ring so we asked the cashier.The Chinese woman said she like the dragon ring than the mouse ring. She said the mouse ring.Bak pepatah dia.'Yang mouse ring macam budak budak la.yang ini banyakk cantik'.Sumpah best! :).The next store is Vincci.OH MY GOD.I love their shoes.Nak beli tp takde duit.*sumpah gentle wa cakap lu* haha,ni dinamakan terikut dgn perangai orang.

Ha ha,I have one story to tell.I went to San Fransisco coffee to buy a frappucino for myself and my brother.Since he always bought me stuff,I thought I repay him.The staff at the San Fransisco coffee is the best.They are friendly and easy to get along.Zana was asking the cashier about is the spaghetti in the display section are real or not.The guy said it is real.She wouldn't believe.She thought it was plastic.Haha,it was so funny hearing them argue.I said to the other staff.'Dia tak percaya?Dia mmg macam ni' He laughed.I was waiting for my frap and Zana is still talking about THAT spaghetti.Ha ha,I remembered the guy pull out the spaghetti and show it to her.Zana insist on smelling it.Ha ha,finally my frap is ready and I ask the staff if they have any paperbag.I put some cinnamon and chocolate on top of my whipped cream.As we were leaving,we heard the guy and the other stuff said goodbye to us.Bangga jugak la because he only said goodbye to us.Aicehhh.Man,I kinda regret because we didn't take a picture with them.That would be so cool.Better luck next time.You never know,we might meet them again.

Let it flow

This is what I look like watching the dumbledore death scene.

Nahh,not exactly like that.Man,Dwight has issues.I like how he lives in his own little world.Kinda sad but at least he's happy.Maybe.Haha.Hmm,crying.Everyone cries.Its normal thing to do but if you cry to much.be careful with that because it could be serious.Depression and all that kind of stuff.In my opinion,crying is good.Crying is a sign of relief not weakness.Crying is also a satisfaction.Sometimes I laugh when I'm crying.Not because of the thought 'WTF am i crying about?' but because of everything is good now.everything is fine a.Like my previous post,thankful for everything i have now rather than keeping my feelings to myself.Tonight,I'm gonna watch The Notebook.I know I know another chick flick.Oh,don't forget to watch From G's to Gents channel MTV at 4 pm.I starting to like that reality show.Watch this clip.Poor macho.I dislike macho but now I kinda feel bad for him.Let it out.let it out. :D

Who's 16 again?

Today is my birthday.Finally,I'm sixteen.I was born around 5 am in the morning.Mum told me.The first person who wish me by Sms was Fatty. Thanks! ;) Mum and Dad wished pretty early.Yesterday,I slept at 1am which is because why my blogging mojo is not so good today.Ha ha,I got up and went to school as usual.I got in to my class and Zana and Leya came out of nowhere hugged me and wished Happy Birthday!.Thanks guys. :) First paper was BM paper 2. 7.50am till 10.20am. :O i know.I was doing my paper when I heard somebody called my name.I looked back and saw Hudzaifah(Epa).He looked at me and said Happy Birthday in a really low tone voice since it was an examination.Ha ha,i laughed and thank him.He did his move thingy which i don't know how to explain.Other people wished me.some i didn't even know them but hey who cares.A million thank you from me to all of you sweetest humans.Haha,

I wish I could make these. :) Adorable ain't it?

After recess,Bm paper 1. 10.40 am until 1.00 pm. My hand is really sore right now due to too much writing.I got home and checked my phone.My brother wished me Happy birthday and said he'll buy me dinner when he gets back.Dad came home and said Happy birthday.My first brother called and said Happy birthday and quote'jangan celebrate sgt' I replied saying 'Why?' He said 'Kecik lagi,hehe,' .Aww,it was really sweet.I'll always can count on my brother.I love them.Mom got home about 4.00 pm and got me a slice of cake from Secret Recipe.I love you mummy.She said she'll wait for all my brothers to come home next month and go to dinner to celebrate my birthday.I can't wait.As for a birthday party,I'll celebrate with Na and Leya.Two weeks from now.14 November.We're gonna watch 2012. Now,I really can't wait.

Haha,yeah right danny Mrs Robert.

*Thanks again to everyone for the birthday wishes ;)

You Are Here

Nothing unusual happen today.Just a typical Monday morning.No school .i had a good night sleep.I just finished studying History.*Shocking* at least for me,Chapter 7.Pengaruh Islam di Asia Tenggara.Unfortunately,still so much to revise so little time. I did some exercise today with the Wii.I burn 80 calories today. :D

One of the things that I'm thankful today is I'm Alive.Still breathing.All parts of my body are working just fine.My heart is pumping blood to all parts of my body.I'm really thankful that I'm alive today so should you.Have you ever woke up one morning and thought.what if today is my last day? I think everyone thinks about that from time to time but are you actually doing something with your life? anything to be proud of? or just anything that's good.Well,if you are Congratulations!.As for me,there's still some things i want to do.Important things like go to college.My first college boyfriend.Haha,you know all that kind of stuff.


I have this foreign friend on myspace.His name is James Ayup.I wanna give a link to his blog post but its not there anymore.His blog post really opened my eye.He survived from a really tragic accident.He was on his way to his grandmother house.When a drunk driver got in the wrong lane,it hits his car and he was flying to air through his front car window..He was lying on the pavement and he was barely unconscious. The way he explain it was very terrifying.Next thing he knew ,he was in the ambulance. He immediately was sent to the hospital.He goes through a lot of painful surgery.He receive many stitches.Now,he still alive and he wrote on his myspace that he is really thankful to god that he didn't die that day.Although,the stitches still hurt he is still moving on with his life.what a brave man. I sent a comment to his page and he update his status :thanks you to everyone who left a comment about the accident.Thank you so much.It really means a lot.Thank you once again.




The moral of the story.BE THANKFUL.Thankful to everything that you have now.Some people are not as lucky as you are.

Laugh-Out-Loud

:)

First thing i did today was brush my teeth.I woke around 10.30 am.I took a shower ya-dah ya-dah.you know the rest.I went out with my parents to Jusco to buy some stuff and to eat.After its all complete,immediately head back home.I changed my clothes.I wore Baju Kurung.Hehe,

I went to Jaz house to celebrate her birthday.I got there a bit late since many people have came.Sorry for being so silent Jaz.I was really full.Kenyang sangat nk cakap pun tak larat.Haha,it was fun talking with everyone.Not to mention the mother of all Datin,ZANA who talks with enthusiasms.Haha,I had a great time.Eventhough,I was tired it was worth it.The thing I remember most is Laughing.I think masuk rumah jaz gelak je memanjang.stories from Rahman,Zana.Everyone lah.Pictures are coming soon.Waiting from Farah and Jaz SLR's.

Proposal

The cutest and sweetest proposal.According to wikipedia,proposal is an event where one person in a relationship asks for the other's hand in marriage.If accepted, it marks the initiation of engagement.Well,who doesn't want a perfect proposal?
Polaroids just make everything better. :)

Ouch that hurts

I finally trying to move on.I hope i can do it.I knew it eventually this will happen.I'm the one getting hurt.its my fault for getting into it.my own stupid fault.I'm the one suffering and he doesn't feel a thing.he's probably lying a couch eating chips and enjoying himself.Wonderful,right? this is why i think life isn't fair.i know is never fair but but have some sympathy for people like me.if there is anyone feeling the same way as me.i really hope there is so that I'm not alone.I'll try not to say his name or even look at him.i know its hard but i think i can do it.i need my BESTFRIEND.BADLY.Leeyaa.I need to let this out.

"Why do we ignore the people who adore us & adore the people who ignore us?"

-one of my fave quotes.

I agree 100%.we usually adore the people who never noticed us.never even looked us but still we keep trying but eventually we will give up because he/she is not worth the pain.we keep trying but we're always the one who gets hurt.ALWAYS. as for We ignore the people who adore us,its simple explanation.its out our league.we can't know what the others are feeling.what they're thinking when they see us but i guess we can try to look closely-carefully so we don't hurt them.trying not be the the ignorant one.I hope I'm not like that.I'm still waiting.not for him.just waiting,

Change

Everything is going to change this year.The subject,friends,learning and less blogging.hehe,yeah.I'm not going to blog frequently now because I'm focusing more on my studies.I would probably use the Internet on weekends.Many of my teachers said that we have to focus on form 4 because everything new and hard.My brother said its better if you focused on form 4 and form 5 it will be easier.He said 'Nanti masuk form 4 kena work hard because nnt form 5 senang sikit.SIKIT je.' thanks brother for that motivational advise.he he,I'm kinda nervous and scared to see who's going to be the class teacher,subjects teacher and not to mention my new classmate.I having those nauseous feeling again.I'm going to sembahyang hajat praying that I can work hard and handle all the stress.Oh,i hope that I can. :x

Valuable Lesson

I could not sleep last night.I don't know why.Maybe I'm thinking to much.Usually when I'm travelling to somewhere or whatever that has to do with going someplace far.I could not sleep.Its not that I'm excited.I really don't know.Maybe i have insomnia problem.Don't worry about me,this things will past eventually.It does really.

Last night,I slept around 5 am.I woke up 6:30am to pray and immediately got ready to go to Langkawi.I already packed my stuff except for my contact lenses stuff because I cant packed it yet because I'm still using it today.After,I put on my contact lenses-My parents,my brother(2nd) and I went straight ahead to our car to start our journey.cehhh.HAHA,I couldn't sleep in the car.I don't know why.I'm just not sleepy which is weird because I slept for like 1 hour 30 minutes only.I have issues.Ha ha,I'm totally gonna get those black bumpy red eyes.I'll use my concealer then.Case solved.


Moving on,we went to the ferry station in Kuala Perlis.Dad bought the tickets and I got a seat near the window so i can see the waves of the ocean.Its really amazing mother nature.I was breathless for a moment to see the ocean was sorta in green blue colour.Of course in a beautiful way.He he,took some pictures with my parents and my brother.Then,I saw a blind man guided by a little kid taking him to his seat.I'm pretty sure it was his son or grandson.The point is I felt pity for him.It made me realise how pathetic I am wasting my time looking things with my own eyes.I should embrace it by looking things that are you know worth looking at.As this blind man could not see a thing.That made me realised how grateful I am to Allah that I was born and still in a healthy and perfect condition.Alhamdullilah.I prayed for the blind man that he'll be all right.Tick tock tick tock,Langkawi has arrived.My parents and also my brother were seating at the same line as I am so we waited for other people to go abort especially the blind man.When he walks past my dad ,I can see his face.It touched my heart.Watching as the blind man walking away with his son/grandson made me feel i don't know i guess sad.Seeing this blind man makes me think that I'm not trying hard enough to live so I learn a valuable lesson that day is not taking things for granted.Using it as wisely as i can.

Hmm

I watched this video.I thought it was a lifehouse concert haha.but then its a skit about jesus.i was like ohhkay.haha,i watched and it was deeply moving.i cried kot because no matter what god you believe.god is always there to protect you.after watching this video i felt very grateful to Allah.everything i do i know Allah will be there.so yeah i recomend you guys watch it. :)

Favourite Quotes

Favourite

Love Quotes

• We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
• I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if its just for a second, that I've crossed your mind.
• The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
• Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?
• It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone -- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
• Never frown because you never know who might be falling in love with your smile.
• If I could be any part of you, I’d be your tears. To be conceived in your heart, born in your eyes, live on your cheeks, and die on your lips.
• Don't say you love me unless you really mean it, because I might do something crazy like believe it.

The Best Fun Phrases

• Someday your prince charming will come. Mine just took a wrong turn, got lost, and is too stubborn to ask for directions.
• People have the right to be stupid. Some people abuse that privilege.
• Don't play stupid with me...I'm better at it.
• Roses are red violets are blue, God made me pretty, what happened to you?
• The next time you think you're perfect, try walking on water

Life Quotes

• No one dies a virgin, Life screws us all.
• In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away
• Never tell your problems to anyone...20% don't care and the other 80% are glad you have them
• Work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt and dance like no one is watching.
• When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.
• Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.
• "I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry."
• "Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't."
• "When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one that has opened for us."
• Feelings change - memories don't.
• Forgive your enemies, but never, never forget their names.
• Sing like no one is listening, dance like no one is watching, love like you'll never get hurt and live like its heaven on earth.

Inspirational Quotes

• I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work.
• Never give up on something that you can't go a day without thinking about.
• Never be afraid to try, remember...Amateurs built the ark Professionals built the Titanic
• Always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of somebody else.
• Its not whether you get knocked down. Its whether you get up again.
• Never regret. If it's good, it's wonderful. If it's bad, it's experience.
• Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it
• A champion is someone who gets up, even when he can't
• "Everything is okay in the end, if it's not OK, then it's not the end."
• When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place
• If you don't make mistakes, you aren't really trying.

Friendship Quotes

• A stranger stabs you in the front; a friend stabs you in the back; a boyfriend stabs you in the heart, but best friends only poke each other with straws.
• A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else.
• A true friend is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believes the smile on your face"
• If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile... But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me."
• A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.
• Never explain yourself. Your friends don’t need it and your enemies won’t believe it.
• If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them
• There comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never did, and who always will.

Movies Quotes

• I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it, I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it that you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all. - Julia Stiles in 10 Things I Hate About You
• I love that you get cold when it’s 71 degrees out. I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich. I love that you get a little crinkle in your nose when you’re looking at me like I’m nuts. I love that after I spend a day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes. And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it’s not because I’m lonely, and it’s not because it’s New Year’s Eve. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible. - Harry (Billy Crystal) in When Harry Met Sally
• I love you. I am who I am because of you. You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, everyday we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours. - From The Notebook